I get this feeling sometimes that the world is against me. . . I think that was a big thing from late 70's to the 90's. . . I remember some movies characters having that problem. . . mostly Wood Allen I think. Anyways, I feel like I try to reach out to the outside world and I get shat on. I know in the back of my brain (the part that has reason in it) that people have shit to do, no on knows this more than I. Friends or who ever cannot be at my beck and call. I don't think I truly expect them to be. But when I text someone or write them a message or something I don't think it is too much to ask to get a reply. Perhaps more? I try to keep up with texts, messages, posts and e-mails because I know I hate it when people don't ever get back to me.
Well, thats enough tiny violin talk.
I am learning to drive! weeee its pretty fun and my teacher John is very nice, a little crazy, but nice. A very good teacher, he has a way of letting you know you did something wrong (when it is not a huge deal) without sounding like a dick, and at the same time let you know that he knows you can do better. I have recently learned my body has had quite enough of garlic and onions. Mostly lots and lots, like Italian food, and Greek food style garlic. Lotsa garlic. Makes me sad cause i used to LOVE onions. Now just makes me feel a little sick.
The little man is doing ok, sleepless nights are still here, harder now though because less and less works with him. We HAVE to start using baby whisperer methods but it is just such a HUGE project to take on alone. Ben is back to work now. He seems ok with it. sore though.His feet and back hurt.
Well that was my thing for the night. ( I had garlic stuff so now I have to go brush my teeth a million times)
