always keep a picture of your child smiling or being sweet or silly somewhere you go at least once a day, like on the fridge or as the desktop wallpaper on the computer or the screen saver. . . I've found it helps to see proof of how wonderful William can be when he is being a little cry monster.
Sometimes I wish I was alone, like no husband, no dog, no baby, and no problems with drinking booze (for some reason one day my stomach decided it didn't want booze ever again) and I could just smoke smokes and drink beers by the river and not think of what to make for dinner or how much longer I can stay away before my hubby runs out of milk for baby. . . and then I see William smile or he makes his dinosaur noise. . . and I know that I can't live without him, and then my husband will surprise me by taking the baby out just so I can have me time, or he makes me laugh till I almost pee myself. . . and I know that without him it would be just living not living a life. My point is, no matter what I wouldn't give up my boys for the world.
oh, and I guess the dog is ok too.
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